More than a stream

I have spent the last 3 years turning a little bit into a lot.

I made my entry into White Racial Identity with an audiobook. It wasn’t just any audiobook, it was Mein Kampf.

I had just learned to make deepfakes with an old GAN driven open source software called wav2lip. It was pretty advanced in 2023 and there was no one on our side doing deepfakes. I thought I would be clever and make the entire book in the voice of Emma Watson, I then cut and pasted some SS uniform on her image from a speech and animated it.

That image would soon be used by the ADL who did a story on the use of AI by the alt-right. I just wanted to do it for the memes, but soon realized I had bitten off a very large project. I raised $900 via a fundraiser. At the time i was unemployed and still drawing benefits, so i had the time to grind it out. The method, then, was elevenlabs. They did not have a “Studio” at that time and so i voice cloned a paragraph at a time, chapter by chapter, through endless nights i would transcribe and listen, transcribe and listen. Hundreds of hours were spent by me working on that first project. This would set the tone for all of my future work in White nationalism. Hundreds of hours spent over grueling nights. Inhuman Effort expended on a shoestring budget.

My work would make its way into the ADL article, the SPLC’s Odysee expose, The Washington Post, Wired Magazine, The Sunday Times, The Guardian, Pittsburgh’s Post Gazette. I was named by the Site Intelligence Group as an anon, I was named in AI Incident Database Report #3903. I made the Detroit news, as well as got an excellent mention in The Algemeiner, and MEMRI did a piece on my work with James Mason’s “Siege”. I’ve been named or noted in at least 12 major publications in 3 years, mostly for my work in AI.

When my unemployment benefits were exhausted, my father was beginning his battle with cancer. I naturally became his full time caretaker. Though he is better now, we went through some very squeaky times. I started livestreaming to try to make money for the bills, and for my audiobooks and propaganda. I had fallen in with a great group of activists called the Goyim Defense League. These guys were unashamed and unabashed racists, neo-nazis, skinheads, and radicals. They had a novel distributed resistance model, that year GTV Flyers were everywhere. Every night, somewhere in the USA, the news was covering our flyers. They were all over the internet. They were on national news, and every day we were airing the exploits of another papergoy. I made a song about how “The GDL Controls the Media” and it all came true. HT was the most infamous antisemite in the USA. GDL has a solid group of at-will activists, and the Flyers, to this day, are iconic.

By now I have made over 25 audiobooks, all to do with the JQ or Jewish Question. I read them all deeply, from Henry Ford to Eustace Mullins to Revilo Oliver, from Martin Luther to David Irving. Over 25 of the Papergoys are now doing time, have records, are named in lawsuits, or are in jail. I fell out with HT during a very weird string of events which revealed him to me to be not-what-he-claimed-to-be. Later he would doxx me on stream, and blame me for the arrest of a papergoy for an unknown incident in Nashville, of which i did break the story, but only after the subject was indicted... thus I had nothing to do with his arrest, but that didn’t stop HT, who by now, I knew to be a total fraud. I left GTV and many of my former friends became enemies... it would be almost a year before the rest of GDL would know i was right about HT, and many other shady things I called out when I left.

2024 would bring a whole year of the Trogg Wars. A former GTV Streamer who got doxxed and turned out to be a non-White (A guy who HT initially swept for) decided to go to war. He and about 200 of his fans began a war of doxxing, mass reporting, and harassing every WN streamer in the scene, this fuckery continues to this day, as he (the Puerto Rican Scammer) desperately spins the wildest narratives to try to distract from the fact that he is not White. he has about 50 fans left, the other 150 figured it out and many have quit the movement. Many of my fans, friends, and most trusted inner circle have left. Hardcore nationalists, “no political solution” types.. i see them now watching civnats, geopolitics, “owning the libs”, and boomer tier dissidents. The drama was too much. Even the hardest guys didn’t last. I remain.

I joined speakfree radio in 2023 which later became FTJMedia. It was a more mature platform, home to guys like David Duke, James Mason, G-Man, and many more... I was the #1 streamer at FTJ for most of its existence. FTJ shut down in June ‘26 over operating costs. I decided to build my own FTJ, and Vibe coded an entire video platform in one month. I rebuilt FTJ from the ground up, It is now public, and for the first time in its existence, it is making money. It is paying for itself thanks to the many generous listeners and fans who support the site and its hosts. It is the best streaming platform on the American Right. No house cut, $5 monthly, features no one else has, and real next-level tools to maximize impact.

I stream 2 shows a day, about ten hours of work, then i do another ten hours of off-air work on projects like fTJ, The Lyceum (the only Lecture Based Show on our side) and a number of media projects. I still take care of my dad. I still scrape by. I am lucky to make 1-200 in ten hours of streaming... I know guys that make what i do in a week in one hour... I know a lot of IRL guys but i don’t know anyone who puts in as much time and effort as i do for this cause of White Racial Identity. I continue to innovate, produce, and stream daily. My best work is still ahead of me.

I’ve spent about $30,000 in AI on audiobooks alone, I have over 1,000 streams under my belt, I’ve donated another $20,000 to streamers, activists, and movement people. I have fundraised for countless activists and their families. I have interviewed over 70 of the biggest names in White Nationalism, National Socialism, and the Hard Right. Mein Kampf has now been downloaded over 3 million times... I have developed my own website, and my own video platform... all of this in just 3 years. I re-united James Mason and David Duke on my show. I’ve been commended by members of The Order Bruderschweigen. I made James Mason’s book into an official audiobook. I have generated over 3000 hours of content. I’ve been honored to present twice at the Nationalist Media Creators Conference.

I’ve heard every kind of argument over activism, what is and isn’t useful. I watch grifters blow up, and I watch truly golden men wash up and crash out. If time, energy, money, and effort expended toward our great cause is activism, then I am one of the world’s premier activists... But to most of you, my sacrifice has zero value. I am not worth an interview to my own side. This is the essence of White Identity Politics... nobody cares. Even your own fellow whites, who are neck deep in the culture war, are not interested. You must be prepared to sacrifice everything... your freedom, your money, your time, your precious life force.. you will pour it out. No one will notice (among noticers). None of those “White Advocates” are on your side, in fact most of them will hate you if you are really effective. You will be bankrupted, doxxed, deplatformed, censored, shadowbanned, smeared, and hated.

A guy who films himself throwing a flyer out his window on the way to work is considered an “activist”.

A guy who spends 20 hours a day putting every minute, every dime, every ounce of his will into spotlighting, promoting, hosting, boosting, fundraising, and normalizing White Racial Identity... is not considered at all.

I can barely stomach talking about White Nationalism anymore. I don’t want to discourage anyone from it, but i don’t have anything nice to say about it. National Socialism is great, a great study, a poor plan, and a failing mass strategy. What was a cohesive movement in 2023 has become a scattered diaspora of individuals who seldom even speak to one another, let alone collaborate or co-create. The administration has put any progress we made in 20-24 back to sleep... The support for Pro-White media and commentary has cratered, but we can squeeze out $100k givesendgo campaigns for every cock-chugging grifter that says the N word.

I’ve made the absolute most of everything I’ve had available to work with.

I hope you will come check it out.

-Flood